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I Amaze Myself
The moans fill the room with the familiar sound
of a porno soundtrack. I watch as some guy
shoves his thick cock in and out of some chick’s
snatch. I love to see when her lips wrap around
his cock, as though she doesn’t want it to
leave. The noises the guys make turn me on
almost as much as watching the fucking on
screen.
Every moan, grunt and utterance makes my clit
tingle with excitement. I love watching porn.
Girl on girl, guy on girl, girl-girl-guy, 2 guys
and 1 girl, etc. etc. etc. If there are two
people getting each other off, I’m pretty much
down. Even guy on guy…as long as they’re both
relatively straight looking. And I don’t dig a
lot of facial hair either. I don’t know, just a
personal preference, I guess.
Just the idea of watching porn makes me wet. Not
like it’s that hard, but, I get something out of
watching porn. It physically turns me on. My
breathing quickens, and my heartbeat picks up.
God, and the noises of sex: there are all of the
slaps, pants, groans and moans, growls and
yells, sucks, squishes, yeses and oh gods, etc.
I really love to hear the guy make noise.
I usually sit back and watch, and allow my body
to react to what I’m watching. Then comes the
mental stimulation of teasing myself. I squeeze
my pussy muscles, imagining what a cock would
feel like at that moment. I make my clit twitch,
and I focus on my nipples, and what the fabric
of my bra or shirt I’m wearing feels like.
I imagine what it would feel like to stroke my
clit without actually touching. And that’s the
game – how long can I imagine what it feels
like, without actually touching? I’ve pushed
myself to the point when I cum and while those
are few and far between, they’re incredibly
intense.
Or, I’ll tease myself, then touch myself for a
little bit, stop, and start all over again. When
I do that, it’s all about the build up. It’s
like I’m in control of my pleasure, and I know I
can draw it out and make it last longer, or I
can just get it over with, and enjoy myself.
My body is a pleasure center, and even I have
yet to find all of my erogenous zones. There are
many, and I look forward to finding the right
guy to find them with me. In the meantime, I
watch my porn, listen to it; I put my
imagination to good use, as well as my toys. I
should probably buy stock in Duracell or
Energizer, the way I go through batteries.
My primary focus when I masturbate is my clit.
Duh. Go straight to the pleasure center, right?
But I like to tease it, warm it up a little bit.
I feel all over my vulva, rub my lips a bit,
pull them open, and stretch them a bit.
I actively imagine a sex scene unfolding in
front of me. I can either watch, or be a
participant. I control my breathing, and madly
rub my clit once I feel myself getting close. I
make noise – I can’t help it, and I moan, and
utter “Yes” over and over. Sometimes I just have
to scream, because if I don’t, I won’t cum.
And I taste myself. I can’t help it, because it
tastes so good. I taste so good. I’ll rub my
finger in my sloppy wet slit, and then bring it
up to my lips. I’ll imagine I’m sucking my
juices off some cock that was just fucking me.
My aroma is heady and arousing. How could anyone
not like it? I imagine that whomever I’m with
can’t get enough of my pussy, and that they
never want to stop devouring it, and that
they’re actually good at eating pussy. (I’ve had
some piss poor lovers in the past that couldn’t
eat a pussy right to save their lives, and even
worse, couldn’t take any constructive hints!)
Depending on the strength of my orgasm, I’ll
decide if I’ve had enough or not. Generally, the
harder I cum, the more satisfied I am. It isn’t
always about quantity people. But sometimes I
just can’t hold off and wait for some intense
ass orgasm. In those cases, I cum several times
and thank the lord for my clit, and the Hitachi
magic wand, and my imagination.
And then there are my tits. I play with them
sometimes too. They’re big and heavy, and I
really love it when a guy mashes them and
squeezes them, and especially when he’s rough
with them. My nipples can be extremely sensitive
sometimes, but generally, I love it rough. I’ll
pinch my nipples, and lick them so they get cold
when I expose them to the air. I’ll run a
vibrator over them, and feel my clit quake. I’ve
even been able to cum from nipple play alone.
And the next frontier for me is ejaculating.
I’ve read up on it, and I’ve practiced. I’ve
only ever ejaculated once, and that was with a
partner, and it was probably the most intense
orgasm I’ve ever had. But I just can’t seem to
get it on my own. I keep trying to relax myself
enough to convince myself I’m not going to piss,
but right as I’m ready to cum, I back down. It
sucks! But I won’t give up…I’m not a quitter.
But back to the porn…I’ll watch as his fat cock
enters her and slides back out all wet. Even
watching some anal gets me hot. I remember what
it feels like for a cock to make it’s way past
those little rings of mine, and I’ll rub my clit
and squeeze my ass and pussy muscles together at
the same time, maybe even shove a dildo into my
cunt, and rub it against the top wall, the
spongy part, until I cum.
My body is literally, a wonderland.
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